WHEN I CAN'T SEE HIS HAND, I WILL TRUST HIS HEART

COLOUR MY DIET!!

2009-11-19T03:22:00.000-08:00

2 servings of fruits:)

YUMMY!

BEAUTIFUL!

COLOUR MY DIET!!

2009-11-15T23:35:00.000-08:00

TATA!! This is my fruity creation!!:)

It's actually supposed to be rabbit, for those of you who can't see what it is:)

from the side..

the hands are made of dragonfruit skin,
the body is made using an apple, half, actually,
and the ears are pears!
and the head is an orange!!

cool, huh?
it's my masterpiece of the year!!
i think it looks so cute i cant wait to eat it!
but it would be quite sad for the rabbit, then
lol:D

Sherlyn's sharing during YFC Camp

2009-11-13T02:51:00.000-08:00

i was really impacted by sherlyn's sharing.

Ive never though hell as a place where there are NONE OF GOD"S ATTRIBUTES

it means that there is cruelty, self-centredness and sin at its extreme..

i think the scariest thing is not the weeping and gnashing of teeth, but the fact that you are separated from God.

this really makes me even more urgent to reach out.

My Sister's Keeper

2009-11-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

just went to watch my sister's keeper using the complimentary tickets:)

shouldn't have gone with Eiffel-so noisy, should have gone with mummy:)

fantastic story and acting:)

Jesse and Taylor-look above are so cute:)

the story was so touching!

3 shows that have made me cry now!

the last part was quite a twist!

it was actually Kate who asked Anna to sue Sara

wow.

wonderful movie,

go catch it NOW!!

Serving

2009-11-09T00:29:00.000-08:00

serving this week:)

at attributes...

excited!

Time to reach out

2009-11-09T00:15:00.000-08:00

it's time.

to reach out.

bfore it's too late.

Being made a fool of

2009-11-09T00:00:00.000-08:00

went to s11's food court with Kit Yee, Min Hua, and Si Hu after string.

Kit Yee and I switched on our bluetooth..and there were so many weird names..

bleah..laughed so much:)there was on ramesh

whom kit yee suspected to be the guy sitting behind us..and we laughed and laughed,

next time we checked, it has disappeared and there was stop laughing.

man. we. got. a .shock.

but we were still laughing!:)

then, it became STOP LAUGHING!

opps. i became scared.

but ky and sh and mh kept laughing.

check again-behind you!

OMG.

turns out, it was sh and mh.

damn!

made a fool!

but it was fun:)

but dumb.:(

Raymond Lam

2009-11-04T03:03:00.000-08:00

lin feng is so cool!

what's more, his death scene made me cry..

so far, only titantic had that effect on me:)

arr..LIN FENG!!

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I GET TOO BORED

2009-10-28T04:59:00.000-07:00

Breakaway

Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down

I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be

And if I'd end up happy

I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out

But when I tried to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here

But something felt so wrong here

So I prayed I could break away

[Chorus:]

l spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

And I'll make a wish

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

I'll take a risk

Take a chance

Make a changeAnd breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze

Sleep under a palm treeFeel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast trainTravel on a jet plane, far away (I will)

And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors

Swinging around revolving doors

Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but

Gotta keep moving on, moving on

Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings

And I'll learn how to fly

Though it's not easy to tell you goodbyeI gotta take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget the place I come from

I gotta take a risk

Take a chanc

eMake a changeA

nd breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

2009-10-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

went CaiShan's house to bake cookies...too buttery, not very nice and too dry

some chao ta de..but nvm, enjoyed myself:)

cooked roti prata..the instant de..dun even need oil!!

nice...plus caishan cook the omelette super duper nice!!!!!!

and get this.

i won movie tickets!!

not for the paranormal activity de-that one dunno yet..

is the teens one..saw on caisha's mag..haha

YAY!!

2009-10-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

ooo...i want to get my hands on the paranormal activity tickets!!

but there say need to write in 150 characters why I'm Singapore's biggest horror movie fan..

but i wrote way less than that!!

will i get disqualified?

and will i still get disqualified if i send in another entry??

man...fingers crossed!!

PRAYING!!

Art Prep Work

2009-10-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

haha...

chiong until 3 on Thursday for art prep work

accompanied by the muttons and Desiree lai

haha..cool!

got a little bored, went to call her...didn't pick up

its either number busy, error in in network connection and stuff

tried again on Friday..going to give up soon..then suddenly, " hello? hello? what's your name?"

got shocked and "HUH?"

so unglam...

told her-Phoebe

what song do you want to hear-always be my baby by David cook

okay...typing sounds

hold on there arr...how old are you phoebe?

14?

wah! so young arr...

-oo..butterflies in stomach already-

okay...hold on arr..i think i got something for you

do you like horror movies

Yes!

sounded like Ris low...tried to redeem myself...

yeah...but seldom watch...seldom go to the movies, late night programmes

man, sound like auntie!

anyway, she was like: you are going to stand a chance to win movie tickets

i was like WHOOOOOO!!

then she was like asking me to do weird noises whenever she mentioned PARANORMAL ACTIVITIES-the title of the movie obviously...

LOL!

the first time she said, i missed that..tried over again....

okay...so i wasn't going to get the tickets..you had to go online to register which means most probably i wont get so lucky

damn.

anyway, the she was like thank you, BYE!

so went back to listening. after 1 or 2 songs...i heard myself

with me here is phoebe!

hello phoebe!

and the story goes on...of course they didn't show all...

like the wait arr part...everything was perfect!

so i realised that it wasn't that live after all...they recorded it beforehand then they edit a while

that's how they get all the songs so quickly..

but still you must admit its fun!

2009-10-14T00:34:00.000-07:00

maths sucks.

got new phone.

lag lag lag

long time never blog.

lazy!

stupid art prep work!!

want to finish it by tomorrow so can go prayer meeting!!

SCRIPT

2009-09-24T03:23:00.001-07:00

Jody:

Wait. For ten years, all I've wanted was to be one of American Ballet Company's perfect ballerinas. I've wanted to be you Juliette. But I'm not you, and I'm not perfect, I'm just me, (nervous giggle) bad feet and all. And, I'm staring to think I like that even better. (Jonathan leans forward to speak, Jodi cuts him off) No. Please don't. Because if you're not going to offer me a place in the company, then I don't want to hear it...and if you are...I might not have the strength to say no -- and then I'd be spending my best dancing years in the back of a corps waving a rose back and forth (deep breath) and I'm better then that. So...thank you, Jonathan for making me the best dancer I could be. I appreciate it more then I can say, really. Because the best dancer i can be is a principal in Cooper Nielson's new company.

feeling random-my script for auditions.

2009-09-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

sometimes feel that it's so unfair?

some people try so hard at being better

but are always being misunderstood

some people are downright devious, but people perceive them as angels...

what's this??!!!

advice from Laura: be true to self...?

I AM

2009-09-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

finally getting something something out of my quiet time...

reading the Word for 9 months..nothing.zilch.nada

finally, these few days, new revelations, learning something

must carry on persevering!

keep away all distractions...i cannot change my environment, but at least try to cast away all distractions!

AUDITIONS!

2009-09-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

haven't been blogging in a long time!!!

some interesting events: drama ministry auditions!!

on last Friday...? which is like 18th September..

gosh..this girl, Stephanie tried to acll me for 2 days!!

D DAY:

practice my script in school- thanks Yiting, Caishan, Shuxiang, Yiling and CHING YE!!

Peixin, Serene and Kaisi only make fun..so thanks a lot!!

wah...cool man

at first not nervous at all...then walk into the room still okay..

the moment stand they ask me start, my teeth started chattering...even after i came out of the room!

anyway, did pretty well, could have done better though...

did the impromptu part too...ask me act as if I'm pregnant then have to tell my mun, who happened to be Stephanie...bleah

already shaking all over..so look as if I'm crying already..i hope..

then Sandy?Assistant Director asked me why i want join...

gave some crap....so nervous couldn't think straight

about the productions being very good, want to be a part of it...very interesting..

i though they won't ask such as lao tu question lar!

then next day Caishan "scold" me, say she that time ask me already, i didn't listen

haha~

SOME HIGHLIGHTS:

Bernard made Amanda cry with his life story

Caryn cried on my shoulder after hearing his story and bit the collar of my new blouse

pent up emotion after forgetting her lines during the audition

Albert did 2 impromptu scenarios

Nicholas took photo with Bernard

YAY!! the auditions were fun!!

kind of crazy, but i want to go through the excitement and nervousness all over again!!

oh yeah, saw Pastor Aries, but didn't get high, cause my teeth were chattering so much

2009-09-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

just went shopping with Laura..

wanted to go Orchard area there but at first thought got Bible Study so didn't go...

but in the end also don't have, cause Cecilia sick:(

anyway, bought a pink top and black three quarters at Cache Cache....

and shoes at Mondo...

no high heels though...

got one but super high...walk very unnaturally...so....

after that, we were stopped by this Caucasian promoting some nail care products...

i think its only because we were carrying so many bags..somemore branded one like Carlo Rino..

then after that she started buffering our nails and stuff...

very effective..after less than 3 minutes, the nails really shined!!

then got hand moisturiser somemore!!

very nice smell...also got the cuticle remover made from olive oil, avocado and cant remember what....

very nice smell now my nails...

the whole set was like $70...Laura said she saw, cause the person didn't tell us the price...just told us it was buy 1 get 1 free...from Israel the dead sea de leh!!!

anyway, she asked us how old we were..we told her then she like disappointed like that...haha!!

teaches her next time don't just promote to people who are carrying bags that are branded!!

but if it were cheaper, i maybe still will buy lor!!

must save up more money to buy the long sleeved black basic!!

2009-09-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

my divine wisdom from facebook today...

timely piece of advice...although a little late...

but a great reminder as well!!

anyway, must really thank Ms Lam for her advice as well!!

2009-09-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

thanks to KIT YEE, ABIGAIL, IVY, CAISHAN AND JIN TING

FOR THE GIFT-A SHEEP SOFT TOY FORM WUAHN

THANKS GUYS!

2009-09-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

irritated. irritated.

I NEED SOME PEACE...and maybe some good friends...

2009-09-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

feeling so alone....

good to know that there are teachers who care...

wonder if Ms Lam is still going Wuhan next year??

REMINDER TO SELF

2009-09-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

Verse 1:

This is my prayer in the desert

And all that's within me feels dry

This is my prayer in the hunger in me

My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:

And this is my prayer in the fire

In weakness or trial or pain

There is a faith proved

Of more worth than gold

So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:

And I will bring praise

I will bring praise

No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice

I will declare

God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:

And this is my prayer in the battle

And triumph is still on it's way

I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ

So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:

All of my life

In every season

You are still God

I have a reason to sing

I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:

This is my prayer in the harvest

When favor and providence flow

I know I'm filled to be emptied again

The seed I've received I will sow

movie!

2009-09-09T00:57:00.000-07:00

just went to watch G-Force with Angela, Zheng Ling, Grace and rachae
it was very cute!!

a mix betwwen Transformers and Alvin and the Chipmunks though
must thank Angela for sponsering half my ticket!!

2009-09-07T21:40:00.000-07:00

seriously, how come some people really know how to take advantage of others??

haiz..

anyway, changed my blogskin, with the help of Caryn, of course!

going to prayer meeting at Cyril's house soon...

going to be late le...BYE!

2009-09-04T02:11:00.000-07:00

this is dedicated to Chimp, and all who know the true meaning behind this,

which is basically the 4 of us-you know who you are!

2009-09-04T00:53:00.000-07:00

Don't ever put yourself down because when you look up the only one above you is God, and just think, you'll meet him someday=)

inspiring?

here's another:

If someone told you, "You're a rising star", stare at them and reply, "Why? Are you a falling meteorite?"

haha..just for some fun

just went for POD with CARYN YUEN!!!

YAY!!!

interesting activities for Christmas!!

thought of a person to ask to join POD

cross country earlier

ran? walked wit Felicia

hiaz they all go Wuhan alreday

while we are panting and running,

they are on the aeroplane enjoying themselves!!

NOT FAIR!!

hiaz...anyway,

2A a lot girls got top 15

not bad!!

only one guy got into top 15

haha..when Abigail knows who got 1st,

she will be super happy

cause it's Antony!!

so great job everybody!!

2009-09-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

oh yeah..forgot to thank caishan for the sheep key chain!!!

thanks...then i lost the small part of the other keychain..

sianz....

hey Goh, your mission now is to be my messager

and to find me a King Kong and Chimpanzee key chain!

2009-09-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT...

i just realised what a fool i am..

I'm not going to be so dumb anymore

don't you ever regret it though

man, what's wrong with you and my mind?

they just come together, and i can't help it.

i don't like this!

stupid. stupid. stupid.

i failed my maths common test.

by 1 mark.

how stupid is that?

no more slacking!

haha...but at least i did pretty well for English...

hmmm...inspired by Mrs Lim's daughter?

maybe

anyway,

I WANT TO GO WUHAN!!!

Caishan going, Abigail going, ivy they all also,

chimpanzee they all also,

hiaz,

full of regrets!!!!

somebody, smuggle me there!!!

then have to go cross country tomorrow.

haiz

MEMORIES

2009-09-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

japanese school

Dunman High School-General Knowledge Quiz

EEE..see Jeff!!

haha...found these pictures from Ms Kong's blog...

she never update le...

that time she actually wanted to replace journals with blogs..

so cool right??!!

it didn't work out though..

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY, MS KONG!!

2009-09-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

Forget everything I've said earlier...

really, out of sight, out of mind.

maybe it's just me who's holding on and that you just don't care..

or it could be it's just been too long.

2009-09-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

wow
yesterday got primary school reunion
so boring la
everybody was just sitting there
after that went back to yumin with Jaclyn
saw 陈老师and ms kong!!
then we went to look at the classrooms
and went to play the flying fox!!
haha...we grow le..now can reach
and we taller than 陈老师and ms Kong leh!!
haiz..Jaclyn so different le..
must make it a point to keep in contact
or so 可惜！！hiaz..really lor..
all the primary school people all never talk to le...
haha...and JEFF!!
Jaclyn and i so excited lor;)

2009-08-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

Pastor Kong preached a GRAET message yesterday!!

it was his 45th birthday too..

hey Goh, actually, 45 isn't that old....

anyway yesterday we went airport to eat Popeyes then study

after that we went to jump on the inflatables

then i played the big ball thing where i had to go in and scurry across the inflatable

and i got a silver medal!!

YAYS!!!

anyway, Caryn say she also joining me go try out for drama!!!
YAYS!!!

haha...imagine what i will say to the drama directer when she asks me why i want join drama!!haha!!

didn't see Pastor Aries yesterday...:(

then today must chiong so much things...bleh!

go help peixin with her DNT...

my life is so BORING!!!

2009-08-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

is this all that's going to be left?

i feel I've done my best.

you're the one who has given up.

maybe it's better this way?

who knows?

it's a pity.

I'm going nearly crazy over here.

if this what you want, show it.

stop playing games or what not.

or maybe it's just me.

thinking too much.

2009-08-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

Common tests are coming and i still have not started on any revision yet

man, I'm so dead.

there are still so many projects waiting for me.

Gosh! What do the teachers think we are??!!

anyway, quite proud of the fact that i just studied the sets topic on ace-learning

though I'm not sure if i understand it totally.

2009-08-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

so funny lor yesterday...

wasted so much of the music time because don't know ho go tangle the projector string up there

then the people purposely don't want to take down

great job guys!

i don't like the teacher lor!

she so...........

anyway, today HMT, write compo

then halfway through i tried crying after seeing Jin Ting doing that

must practice for drama mah;)

anyway my eyes got wet but no tears dripped down.

darn!

then stayed back with Kit Yee for art

use Kit Yee's PVA glue cause i didn't bring and the idea was a last minute one

do the paper mache halfway

then she accidentally burst my balloon!

but never mind, cause it was already ruined anyway...

hope i can finish all my projects soon!

went DNT room

saw Mr Chimp.

and i think i offended Mr Lew!

cause i was like telling Felicia i don't know him thne i think he heard it!

OPPPS!

HAHAS

2009-08-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

SOT graduation...

the performances were SO nice!!

and Pastor Aries cut his hair!!

then got the prize for the best student...

Pastor Aries go hug her!!!

not fair!!!!

anyway, got one Pastor Tan look a like student preached a short message

GOOD!!

OVERWHELMED.

2009-08-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

man, so much homework!!

things to do, places to be, yet so little time!!

where am i going to find all the time for me to catch up!!!

YAYS!!

2009-08-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

I'm a HAPPY ZOO KEEPER,

together with my assistant zoo keeper, Cai Shan!!

2009-08-13T05:36:00.001-07:00

confused.

whoo hoo!!

ice skating today!!

so thankful i didn't get scuba diving...

skated best with min hua

really co-ordinated well with each other!!!

I"M GOING TO

2009-08-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

forgive and forget,

because as Bernice said,

we show, through our words the things we value.

So, no more calling people Monkey and 货色already,

even though you really are;)

WOW! cont'd

2009-08-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

today i was talking to Bernice about sharing testimonies

so i was telling her how uneventful my spiritual life was...

i mean, you look at some people, the way they come to know God so drama one!!

so she said she knew exactly how i feel, cause she was in the same position as me last time,

being in church all her life

and she said:" if you want drama, God will give you drama."

so she was telling me she wanted and experience which will make her "fall on her knees before God" and she got there, but when God gives you this, it will be with your whole face on the ground.

she said she had a lot of things happening to her recently,

and her ambition, her dreams, all dashed

and she was so angry with God, with the people who were always asking her to submit and let go

so one day she just at God inside,

then suddenly she felt herself groping at a "spiritual body"

then she felt someone hugging her and she felt peace

after hearing her story, i was really encouraged,

because i used to envy people who had such dramatic experiences...

and now i know it's just in His time.

Thank God for this!

WOW!

2009-08-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

wow!! today got lot's of things to thank God for!!

firstly:actually today supposed to reach school at like 7 to report for prize-giving

but the stupid alarm clock didn't ring, and i woke up at 6.50!!

so i was hurrying to school and on the bus i was like worrying and panicking

then i remembered Pastor Mark Conner's message on NOT WORRYING

so i prayed and placed my trust in God

so in the end, i was late, but not very!!

but when i reached school, i realised i have forgotten to bring my thermometer!!

i worried and worried

actually i wanted to borrow from Min Hua then just let the teacher see

but Ms Tan kept looking at us, so there goes my plan!!

but in the end, dunno why the school so kind help those who never bring take worh!!!

so, really, there's nothing to worry about!!

BTW, the prize was one certificate and $20 popular voucher

haha..Cynthia really wanted it!!

but who ask her leave me behind and go New Zealand!!

WAWWAWA

2009-08-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

just had a look at Jaclyn's profile...
man..I didn't even realise I missed her sooo much until just now..
hhahass she has grown prettier!!!
hey JAC, I'm missing you!!!

AIYO

2009-08-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

so many people sick....
haha...just now talked to 爷爷 then found out he was actually sleeping...
well, at least until i went to disturb him....
爷爷 Toh, SORRY!!! PRAYING YOU GET WELL SOON!!
and your brother also!

oh yaeh, and Joshen and whoever's sick la!
I was just doing Homec..so dumb la..
the teacher that time didn't tell us must have 4 different types of questions...
then now must change...
after that got so much stuff to do..
1. Reading Portfolio
2. CME Reelections--who takes them seriously anyway
3. HomeC Reflection--what's with teachers and reflections??
4. English Comprehension
5.too many that I can't rmb...

hahhas..so touched that CaiShan blogged about me about my NECK!!
thanks a lot girl!
" Catherine Lim is very SAR-CAR-STIC!!"
sounds familiar?

YAYS..tomorrow end school at 9.45
but don't know whether got POD....

super duper long post sia...

货色

2009-08-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

how dare you 翻我白眼??

you loser!!

SO FUN!!!

2009-08-04T03:52:00.000-07:00

Friday:

rushed for FOP...

so fun!!

sitting at the side of the stage...

observing Pastor Aries..

hahah!!

Saturday:

went for BS..then FOP

when i came out, i saw Pastor mark Conner

he's like super tall!!!

I'm not even up to his shoulders, and his shoulders are so broad, they can fill almost 3 of my heads!!

p.s the true worshippers rock!

Sunday:

woke up at 6 to go 20th anniversary!!

so proud to be a City Harverster!!

Pastor Kong and all the other pastors(ahem..Pastor Aries) so cool lor!!!

he even holds his wife's hand when coming down the strairs!!

argh!!!

then got this video of Sun

so touching lor..like makind a love declaration

in front of so many people!!!

WHOO HOOOO!!!!!!!!!

ORAL

2009-07-30T03:18:00.000-07:00

pretty confident..

but you never know what will happen...

hoping for the best and preparing for the worst

NOW

2009-07-23T04:53:00.000-07:00

i can feel what Peixin is feeling

call it self-pity, but i just feel that everyone taking advantage,

trampling over me.

just wanted to remind people of the 货色kinds out there,

when people are kinder and more lenient with you,

that is a PRIVILEGE, not a RIGHT.

anyway so funny today...

Serene they all la..at the school library go disturb the class chairman and his kahki.

SO FUNNY....

then we go on a lookout for 货色 at the staircase there...

2009-07-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

Tan, below is your birth day says

Tan Phoebe, birthday date : 22 --------------------------------------------

Your Life

You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual.

Your Love

You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won`t let them get away without having hard time.Being born on the 22nd of the month, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings, assuming great responsibility, and working long and hard towards their completion. Often, especially in the early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to repress feelings. Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good deal of inner strength and charisma. An extremely capable organizer, but likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail. You are very aware and intuitive. You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.

this is a quiz i did on facebook...

its actually quite true!

so true that i cant believe it!

PLEASE LISTEN

2009-07-06T00:18:00.000-07:00

this is a poem of some sort i found that i feel tells what i feel about something:

When i ask you to listen to me

and you start giving me advice,

you have not done what i asked.

when you begin to tell me why i shouldn't feel that way,

you are trampling on my feelings.

when i ask you to listen to me

and you feel you have to do something

to solve my problem,

you have failed me,

strange as that may seem.

Listen! All i ask is that you listen,

Don't talk or do-just hear me

I'M

2009-07-02T04:03:00.000-07:00

super angry!!
what makes them think they have the right to do this??

*YAYS! new wallet from PX, KS and CY!!

I'M GOING TO...

2009-06-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

have FAITH!

NOW

2009-06-17T00:59:00.000-07:00

while I'm doing my literature,
CARYN and EIFFEL are being crazy
they are like going to film some extract of the stupid show, Paris and Milan
so dumb
I'm the camerawoman some more...
shall see what they get up to...

THE PROBLEM

2009-06-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

with most people is that they like make a mountain out of a molehill
they like to manifest a problem and act troubled over it
Why?
Because they want to lift up their positions
they want to "solve" the problem
Why are there such people?

DAY

2009-06-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY:

went for Playmax early in the morning

at first Laura and i followed two other group hosts-Linda and Lydia

i like Linda...she's so nice

anyway, later we went to be group hosts to Laura's friend's friends...

super fun!!

we went to Extrememax and there was this jumping jumping thing on which we played volleyball

we lost to the other group but still it was super fun!!

super dizzy though

we also went to play SmartMax- the colour game

in the second level, we totally thrashed the JC guys la!

so proud of ourselves men!

we also went to stage max...there were Ben and Jerry's vouchers

but the person didn't ask us to answer the questions leh...

anyway, i saw these two shirts

very very cool!

one is: 1 cross+ 3 nails=4given

and the other one is got one ammigraphic word!!

so cool!

also saw some other stuff

actually wanted to buy for Peixin but i didn't have money with me

so too bad la!

then in the evening, went for Bible Study

Ps Kong really preached a powerful message!!

SATRDAY:

went to IKEA.

again

SUNDAY:

celebrity weekend!!

not that I'm very excited about that,

because i don't really like any of the celebrities that much

anyway there was F.I.R, Ocean, Vanness Wu, and some guy called Niu Nai

there were also others la...

so funny lor

cause the Niu Nai was making some speech but people kept interrupting:

"Niu Nai, wo ai ni!" etc..

so i said to Nicholas to disrupt his speech

then he said ask Niu Nai to xia tai...

i especially liked the Miss Indonesia..

she's so pretty and spiritual!!

then after that got the Hotdog Carnival

IKEA HOTDOGS!!

yum!

TIRED

2009-06-09T03:46:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!
dead tired
woke up at 6 in the morningfor prayer meeting
after i went home, i wanted to do Literature
bu i was so tired i slept till 5...

WEEKENDS

2009-06-08T02:31:00.002-07:00

FRIDAY:
went for Bible Study but i saw the wrong time
and reached at 5 instead of 6
Caryn kept talking about it
but at least we were in front in the queue!!
haha..then funny...
Nicholas messaged Caryn and we replied all the weird things
haha
Nicholas and Kah Theng came...
talked a while then went in
after that, went to eat
reached home at 12

SATURDAY:
went for guitar class

SUNDAY:
Caryn on her way to Malaysia le...
went to church...
after that to East Coast Park
played some games...

there's this summer fashion designing contest...

Nicholas say do the LV underwear that one..

haha

MUSIC

2009-06-04T23:34:00.000-07:00

YAYS!!

CARYN just helped me add music to my blog....

only added 4 though...

but it's enough le

YAYS!!

NAME

2009-06-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

IVY tagged my blog today

called me by the "nickname"

this is what she wrote:

哈哈: 费比尔哈哈 i am blahblah:):):)

so cute la...

but CARYN say the name is cute....

and that i should use that for my blog name instead...

"instead of that dumb dumb feebster"

that's what CARYN say la

hmm..maybe i should try changing...

there, she's like nagging about it le....

anyway, later got church wide bible study

but i can't find my notebook...

*sigh*i last week already didn't copy le

then have to copy so much...

haha..later CARYN and maybe EIFFEL and AMANDA going jump jump jump during praise

so cool la....like the last two weeks...

DINNER

2009-06-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

haha...today after dinner with Caryn and Eiffel

then we went to the playground to talk

there at the void deck got people quarreling

then being the kaypo people that we are,

we tried to eavesdrop

but not successful

then the CARYN there acting

pretending she's the one being scolded

give the pathetic crying face some more

*sigh*hang out too much with the dramatic one- NIICHOLAS le la

but she's here beside me saying:"

what pathetic?? it's professional,okay???"

yeah...whatever

anyway, then after that, CARYN got stomachache

say she need to do medium business

so funny lor

then rush up to her house

go toilet there le...

then she run out screaming got lizard

you see...it's so like her!!

haha!!

RESULTS

2009-06-03T03:37:00.000-07:00

so long never blog le...

received my report book

super sad and disappointed although i kind of expected it le

never in my 7 years of formal education have i ever ever done so badly!!

but since i had kind of expected it, its those kind which could have been better, could have been worse kind

DO YOUR BEST AND GOD WILL DO THE REST

for this examination, have i done my best?

BUT i am going to work so hard for the rest of the year

but still, I'm quite worried that others will also be working hard and I'll still be lagging far far behind but it's alright...

i shall just do my very best and leave the rest to GOD!!

ARGH!!

2009-05-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!
how is it possible that SUCH a person exits??!!
why am i stuck with HER??!!
anyway, got back more papers today
sorely disappointing
i knew i wouldn't like get fantastic results but this??
Mrs Lim also gave a "speech" on which combinations to take
after getting back the results and hearing that,
I've decided to opt for for pure biology and combined physics and chemistry
that is if my results permit...
tomorrow performing at the All Saints' Home...
BORING!!
oh yeah, yesterday for no reason, i went to look through the church file
there was a photo of the upper primary class
maybe taken when i was in primary 5?
there were also some other notes and worksheets...
certainly brought back lots of memories...
the classroom, Teacher Wenli, the camp...
so i was just wondering where i would be if I'd stayed on..
would it be better??
but with the snobs there...
its always like that..
sometimes i would think how my life would be different if i haven't transferred school...
Haha..super long post:)

TODAY

2009-05-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

Got back some results today...Maths, Literature, English paper 2 comprehension and Chinese. Average results for all-not that I'm expecting much anyway....

Argh!! I could have gotten much much better if not for all the careless mistakes!!

so dumb...

anyway..about THAT thing...I'm still clueless about how to go about it

Somebody, tell em what to do!!!

anyway, I'm somehow feeling that I'm drifting from Peixin

we have fun definitely...

but i think that it's TOO much fun...

sometimes i want to talk to her about serious stuff...

but with the others there, it;'s just not the same.

*sigh* everything's so messed up..

this Saturday got performance at The All Saint's Home...

*sigh* it's the weekend!!

But at least i don't have to face him/them this Saturday so that's the good thing

PISSED

2009-05-19T23:44:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick and tired of all the hypocrites around me!!

why must everyone put on an act??

who doesn't know how to talk??

but you're not practising what you preach!!

it's just what i've learnt in literature-

appearance VS reality

so, I'm not as perfect as you.

so what??

sue me for that!!

i hate this!!

I'm so pissed off.

I've just got to remember that real friends would never do that

and that I'm going to ignore them.

i don't need them

i just need my true friends

who would NEVER act around me.

CONFUSED

2009-05-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

i have been feeling quite jaded with everything that comes my way recently.

what's worse is that i don't know the reason why.

i just feel like everything around me is irritating

even my good friends.

i don't even feel like talking anymore.

what's wrong with me!!??

maybe it's because of the exams....

or maybe I'm just being dumb .

that's a more likely reason. haha

anyway, I'll be going to school tomorrow

most likely to collect some results...

I'm confident about some papers but for some papers like geography and science

i feel like slapping myself or banging my head against the wall!!

i could have gotten those questions correct!!

BUT never mind.

i also must thank CARYN for helping with this blog

although she didn't really help me complete it

but I'm still super grateful.